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kamikazeLIFE

by Theo the Foot Washer

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Open 00:51
1. INTRO: (Male Voice) America is a land filled with myths and fables. It’s inundated with phoniness. As a society, we thrive on fantasy and make-believe. The interest of most Americans is in finding the next ‘fix’ that will enable them to escape reality. Although momentarily. (John Piper) You knock a typical American down, what does he do? Number 1: He feels self-pity and he whines. Number 2: He says, “Where was God?” And Number 3: He sues somebody. And I thought most of these people are in a dream world (echoes).
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I'm Taming Frustration, this aching it got me breaking and making all my friends into enemies (stop fronting) but the one faking is the inner me. Inbred tendencies to miss the silver lining only find the cloud that's underneath (pray, pray) Can't keep my body in direct subjection under me Feel like I'm the head, But the arms and legs are running me (run) Hold me hostage, put a gun to me Ain't nothing here funny Working But ain't nothing here fun to me, jack (jack be quick) Looking in the mirror like Dag what have you done to me Feeling outnumbered Thanking God it's only one of me. (uh uh uh) Luckily, graciously, impatience be Making me, painfully aim to be changed to the same degree as (uh uh yeah) James said to be in his letter Read to me And As Christ made apparent When he came to me I told you ain't no fun This ain't a game to me (its real life, baby) These is commandments We bout that life faithfully These is the standards Achieve because we believe (we believe) And Jesus commands us Plus we see the advantage because he gave us eyes To see beyond this planet So we could see light So we could see right And choose Christ (by grace, by grace) Candid All night headphones Listening to my devo With dark shades on Hear no see no speak no This whole worlds thoughts are Continually evil (evil) Don't blame the guns and (knives) Blame the people (me and you) Not just Puerto Riquenos and the negros But everybody dead or alive including me too We all made idols out of things thoughts and people Disregard you ego Remember your hearts deceitful Repent sin sick sinner (sin sinner sick)
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(Conversing & Faint Mumbling) “I wish I could close my eyes, but… then I couldn’t see.” [Theo] You say you want to live your life without the Christ? I don't even know what that look like Because the Christ is life he paid the price Just so you'd survive he withstood stripes And died and came back to life Acknowledge his passion The God of the facts of life My father's the captain No, Not no Judeo-Christian Religious dogmatic Pastimes Habits traditions And rituals are all madness If you don't have a genuine Relationship with your daddy And let him carry you and Lay your head down when your buried And die and come back to life We live because he lives And die to that savage life We give because he gives Develop your habits right And you still gon’ be wicked For denying the afterlife And the person that gives it because he said everybody see him But we won't admit it So that make you just as guilty As the first one that did it So don't Deny your creator And lose a sense of your privilege denying your self and the reason you living Denying his grace, faith And the gifts that you given I know you can dig it But don't get pissed it was written [Tone] As we were yet sinners still died for us Went to hell Saved us from Seoul Not knowing the difference But the hell the we know Is blinding Thinking He won't have true fire Grinding Keep faith on Heaven chastising finding Keeping me alive Not lying. Also not lying six feet deep. The Christ keeps His body From the neck to His feet. because the Father keeps His head So To Him it's nothing Windows to the soul Just how He works Making something of nothing. Not usual for Him to use The mighty and noble But the weak meek Humble servant With faith that's mighty and mobile. We the tabernacle We His temple Ghost riding to any beat He want to. Open your eyes See He wants you Took the lower case t So we can be capitalized No I in team But I can see me in it He taught the stars to sing BLING He taught the bees to sting He taught the birds fly. He gave color to the sky.
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[Lindseypop] [Hook] Who can I turn to? Can you help me? Help me find my way. When the rain pours, it really pours, the skies are full of shades of gray. So, just hold me, don’t you ever let it slip away. When the rain pours, it really pours. [BRA] You say you chasing dreams, you’re just running from reality. Staring at the sky like, “Why these clouds got to follow me?” I’m a survivor that’s the only thing that’s driving me, this greed inside of me is probably just gon’ swallow me. Honestly, I’m just thinking logically. I’m just painting masterpieces on anybody’s beat. I got the gift but it’s the curse that bothers me, afraid I’m out of reach from the people that I’m trying to reach. Don’t get a lot of sleep. Only time I get to eat is when I’m I’m not tied up, trying to make ends meet. Even if it means getting blood on my trees. Death around the corner I can feel it in the breeze. Cops yelling freeze, my block a hundred degrees, and I think I seen a sniper on the roof through the leaves. Extreme paranoia, hearing paranormal screams. On my knees like, “God, could you make it stop, please? ” Please. Make the pain stop, please. This girl hands me some pills like, “here, pop these to“ Make the pain stop, they can make your pain leave. Sign your name on this line, I can make you a king. With queen like Coretta. It’s whatever you dream. I’d rather take what I need, like Malcolm by any means. There’s black, there’s white and there’s an area between. Gray every day and it pours when it rains. Bored with the game, because everybody’s the same. And nothing was the same, got them thinking they can sing. But I’m a rider, so stay outside of my lane. I go insane on the track, but that’s just how I was trained. And I know it. Probably owe it to Rage O, the Phenom. Cannon, the showcase. Where’d we make the mistakes. We supposed to be great. Chosen to lead, but we couldn’t see it because of the gray. Then one day when the smoke clears away. Life wake you up, smack you dead in the face. [Hook] [Theo] My God, forgive me I'm devoured by pride Ive tried repenting Feeling empty I've cried I'm tired of sinning Mental, wishin I'd die... Too foul for winning Every inning pop fly Sick of living my lie Quickly given to the desires That require an entire squad In line's combined fire Calling out to the slaughter And denying what's higher When I should be pouring water Like the choir But ill rise Even though I'm inclined to recline In you, its not mine to decide I'm just another hypocrite Trying not to die But I know that's what I deserve Amazing grace is that (at) work. because I should be getting merked Forever more and for certain I'm telling you, I’m the worse No worth as a person, but to hurt Concerned for where I learnt it Festering of the world is So obvious that we buy it It's commercially viable Greatest show on earth So drawing it should be curtains It's drawing them like fishermen It's Calling them to its service It's Bating them with its hooks And hooking them with its lines And frying them up to serve them I'm buying a couple Dag And ain't no denying IT was the serpent by your grace he Still grinding demolishing what was perfect But as long as I follow you Everything will be worth it because you work it for the good Of those that's called to your purpose
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[Planet] Insecurities keep showing up You think I don't notice Try to evict it with loving conviction And the difference is showing But difference you hold me against the Mistakes and things that you been in And instantly back to beginnings prolonging progression by building defenses I'm willing to sit with you fixing $#!& daily To show that daily my planet revolves around you The world that we shape And image it takes Revisits the reasons we in this together growth and forgiveness My business my pleasure I did his for you We Living Forever LFE destiny Playing the odds I'm in this for you My goddess my lioness Referee specially times When truth is elusive And lies are deceitful It's easy to see through And funny how people Can think us as rivals When really we equals We all have our evils But you the right side Church! Baby forgive me You know my dilemmas This year getting crazy Despite the adversity @#$% kept occurring The pains never faded Losing my stasis Fall of queen Rise of an angel Can't thank you enough for being amazing Good Gracious Still the gravity hits home Regrets and memories flooding Aggression but since shown A little more compassion When disaster @#$% happens #%&&@$ have to get active This is fact because even you practice its Harder just to access the happiness You had when something special leaves Your orbit so your axis gets tilted And the path becomes a chasm So I'm trying to get over it And master with my craftsmanship Right side [Theo] Yeah, You been my right side For like a decade Until the fears turned to worries Turned to tussles turned to headaches Your fears and your worries made us wrestle until we red faced For year after year Until I Look at you like dead weight Plotting my escape Inundated with your escapades And I respond with nothing less than rage Every time you test my faith Question after question until the message I misrepresent Switches up direction because you found it 2 unsettling I love you, yes I love you Say I need some better evidence than Restaurants that’s elegant And places that you never been Eating up the scripture Praying, sitting with the reverend Doing all it takes for God To make us into better men Taking me for granted when you Used to show me reverence. I don't think you love me like You did when we was just friends Whatever then I'd rather be alone Than half to play defense Every time Come home
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[Planet] Insecurities keep showing up You think I don't notice Try to evict it with loving conviction And the difference is showing But difference you hold me against the Mistakes and things that you been in And instantly back to beginnings prolonging progression by building defenses I'm willing to sit with you fixing $#!& daily To show that daily my planet revolves around you The world that we shape And image it takes Revisits the reasons we in this together growth and forgiveness My business my pleasure I did his for you We Living Forever LFE destiny Playing the odds I'm in this for you My goddess my lioness Referee specially times When truth is elusive And lies are deceitful It's easy to see through And funny how people Can think us as rivals When really we equals We all have our evils But you the right side Church! Baby forgive me You know my dilemmas This year getting crazy Despite the adversity @#$% kept occurring The pains never faded Losing my stasis Fall of queen Rise of an angel Can't thank you enough for being amazing Good Gracious Still the gravity hits home Regrets and memories flooding Aggression but since shown A little more compassion When disaster @#$% happens #%&&@$ have to get active This is fact because even you practice its Harder just to access the happiness You had when something special leaves Your orbit so your axis gets tilted And the path becomes a chasm So I'm trying to get over it And master with my craftsmanship Right side [Theo] Yeah, You been my right side For like a decade Until the fears turned to worries Turned to tussles turned to headaches Your fears and your worries made us wrestle until we red faced For year after year Until I Look at you like dead weight Plotting my escape Inundated with your escapades And I respond with nothing less than rage Every time you test my faith Question after question until the message I misrepresent Switches up direction because you found it 2 unsettling I love you, yes I love you Say I need some better evidence than Restaurants that’s elegant And places that you never been Eating up the scripture Praying, sitting with the reverend Doing all it takes for God To make us into better men Taking me for granted when you Used to show me reverence. I don't think you love me like You did when we was just friends Whatever then I'd rather be alone Than half to play defense Every time Come home
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I follow my God I follow my god When I'm working at my job I follow my god I follow my god When I'm hungry, naked and starved I follow my god I follow my god Right behind him in my brand new car I follow my god when everything’s Struggle and my whole life is hard Just seven short weeks I was breezing A whole chapter on Self control If I'm controlling myself Then I know I need help Don't care for my health or soul I running I'm running From responsibility And your response is killing me Every time you tell me That I'm Not being what I'm built to be I just need to listen Need to listen to find my place You give me the mission Start the ignition And align my way because you designed this place Yes you designed this place I need your direction I'm gon win this race Matter fact just show me your face So wicked and adulterous. I follow my God I follow my god When I'm working at my job I follow my god I follow my god When I'm hungry, naked and starved I follow my god I follow my god Right behind him in my brand new car I follow my god when everything’s Struggle and my whole life is hard
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[Hook] I got to go home I got to get alone somehow And get to my high speed modem And my wireless mouse I got this bone Im gon’ pick it Anything I see baby I'm gon’ click it Flow baby flow baby like a spigot The whole time I know father it's so wicked I see you watching boy watching boy watching boy I see you watching baby watch me while I work my boy I see you watching boy watching boys watching boy I see you watching boy watch me while I work my toy [Lindseypop] Hey baby girl. H-how you doing? You’re the one that I been pursuing. Nowadays, you just look right past me, I don’t care because I still see us doing the nasty Visions in my mind, more vivid than the times It happened, that was just my imagination It’s grown into a great sensation, I ain’t left the room, but we done been on like eight vacations No more attention being paid to Andy Griffith Sweats beads popping, no I ain’t stopping because the feeling I feel got your boy pop locking glance at the door, man forgot to lock it T minus ten, can’t worry bout that because this last vacation ‘bout six seconds flat Somewhere on the tropics, got a small little cottage Got a fine little thing and I’m focused on her body Then my wife bust in like, “boy, you need to stop it…” But I ain’t a quitter. Nope. Nope. Woo. [Hook] 2x [Ian] Got to Go. Need to get away right now. Back to my high speed modem. And my wireless mouse. Got a urge, oh baby. Beat it or go crazy. because I’m so… Addicted to digital action, yay. All love and affection have been replaced. With lust, anger, envious hate. How do I live my life this way. And I’m so sick, but it’s a little sickening. Lusting for these vixen in the digital space. I must explore these vixens and these poison images. Too affective to carry my weight. Too easy to get carried away. Too easy to abandon my faith. Yeah. I guess its too easy just being easy. (Keep living life) Easy to live this way. [Hook] [Theo] I got to stop I know- I'm feeding these demons They eating my soul. Getting weak from what I'm seeing And I'm overexposed Every evening and weekend And then only God know I can't spend no time alone Tempted sinning every time that I'm at home All these women at my job got me all in the zone Sick a dealing with the feeling man I'm signing on bodacious bodies on ladies i wanna Make my wifey But I don't know them but I imagine that they would like me fallacious thinking that makes me pursue a great temptation so now I'm waiting outside of A vacant railway station Aye, man. You know what? Stop this, yo. I got pst… I gotta kill this, man. This gotta stop. This gotta stop. Lord, forgive me.
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[Theo] In the name of Christ. L. F. E. Me and the boys… I mean the “bouls.” It go Sin and death Rich and stressed Mad and mellow Sick and strong Pick a text Switch stance Song and dance Pissed and wrong Listen though Living stone Got me out here Living long Forever never let up Keep pressing I know he got me (hi On a mission for his glory I'm living this kamikaze Unbelievers beside me (I'm free, because Jesus did buy me) Staring at this fire inspired For God to try me carve me out my body to put his spirit inside me Demolish everything that I am Until I can't find me because I be trying be Godly But I just get in the way He probably make bigger waves If he'd just quit using me But I'm privileged to be his slave So it's easy for me to see That he using me for his glory Not because he's in need of me. I am here to tell you his story And show you what he would be And could be if u let him love you because he does it for me “However unconvinced you may now be of the truth of what you hear, by and by, you will be fully convinced” [Tone] As i was living Enjoying the life style that was giving Im realizing theses good things is a prison. Indulging Smoking drinking High living Worshipping idols Like sport cloths and woman How can i be free From these habits All I want to do is just have it. Selfish man Only thinking bout his selfish plan Attempting to create a perfect land trying to make heaven his own way Out of dust and dirt Building foundations out of lust n hurt Did the tower of Babel Make it? No way. No way Jose Ask Joseph sold as a slave No weapon no holsters Lock behind bar In his jail was his culture. Yet became a boss as he Supposed to. Rather than heaven We build in ourselves A cell Then we label it hell. Blaming God Ignoring that we blew it ourselves. But I tell you it's time to break out because I'm Tired of being broken In the Son all day Is where I pray I be soaking. Blood poured out accept let it soak in. The pain the sores The trouble Give it all in Let Him take over Heard of prison cells that He opened. “Yay. There is nothing else that is to be given as a reason why you do not this very moment drop down into hell” [Lindseypop] Go hard on the end of the bars for the Lord. I’m here for me, because I can’t judge a soul bet not look at a stone, that’s why I’m probably not a sneakerhead but I would sneak ahead, just to get a little edge especially for a little bread Got a daughter to be fed What’s even worse I ain’t been giving her the church since birth Just to say it kind of makes this verse hurt So I just pray to break the curse Pray to break the curse because with repentance and obedience the lord will make it work But you got to put him first and you got to put in that work Can’t be hearers of the word, but when its your turn you ain’t spoke Now I realize its not about me, it’s about us. Getting right before your number’s called So, I’m confronting y’all. To glorify his name because his wrath can never be tamed And I’d be lying if I tell you that its easy to change because everybody got a little evil in they heart But believing’s where it start, and I believe so that evil’s gon’ get torn apart. “You have offended him infinitely more than ever a stubborn rebel did his prince, and yet it is nothing but his hand that holds you from falling into the fire every moment. It is to be ascribed to nothing else that you did not got to hell the last night.”
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Interlude 01:19
Death, sin, life, God, Christ, mortal bodies, desires, law, grace. These massive realities. These are the big things life. These are the huge issues. And as I meditated on it I thought, “You know, As I stand there tomorrow morning and say that, there are going to be people in this room who don’t care about this at all. There’s some of you sitting there that have no emotionally resonance with what I am saying at all about God and Christ and sin and salvation and heaven and hell and law and grace and desires and the body and deliverance being the big glorious great issues of life. You don’t feel that right now at all. You frankly are very excited about the new CD you just got. Or watching a ball game. Or wearing a new outfit—will anyone notice? Getting a new computer. Adding a room on the house. This is what gets you, emotionally. And my venting here about the great things lands on you dead.
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Ecclesia 01:46
Deep in the heavens Propelling his grand design The sun sits transfixed Beyond eyes Middle of a void It still continues to Shine It always been set it never seen a dawn Never seen a recession never seen a decline rays penetrate through space and time, Magnified by the stratosphere Just to add to it's shine Wit messages for men to women to be for signs Giving heat to the seeds, Beasts, seas, and vines And arrives in the skies overpowering the clouds Descends to the surface As heaven and earth align through the window through blinds just to burn my eyes I hate waking up when I stayed up late as what hanging drinking like a stinking Lincoln cup full of London gin dutch twisted up Wit a buzz until like 6 am Alarm clock on high Fight the odds and I just may win Praying that he'll open up my eyes maybe take me in Well I'm awake, except Im late. But I'm so far away, If I can't be on time for Yahweh I might as well just stay home On time for a check never rest But never for the-- edification of the saints or my soul Plus I got to take a shower for I go Cant let them smell my breath or the odor on my clothes That's at least a half hour more to go before I go Plus another half hour more to get me to the store Got to get a pack of cigs so i can smoke them at the doe because I know they gon forgive So I don't smoke them on the low They open for me though Still give me hugs I'm just soaking in the love While they soaking in my smoke Mostly spoken for the folks that ain't know me from a ghost But still decided to try to help me Focus on the most high Ain't owe nothing but still love me I don't know why It's so fly... it's so like... Reinforcing my soul ties Every time I go by Though its odd how we all become polarized Trying serve a holy God Who calls us to be unified You and I should suicide and everyday be new inside Do or die iron sharpens iron So my crew collide With good reproofs we rebuking for the future side and strive to not abuse, Holy rules, getting euthaniz--
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Sacrosanct 02:15
Its another beautiful day in Philadelphia! City of brotherly love! Birds chirping! The sun rising! O the paper is here early. What a great day! For the traditions of the world are at hand! Hey what’s wrong with him!? Foot washer what’s wrong? Everyday your happy and chipper. What wrong?! New day same shame Same picture different frame Been Changed chilling but the feeling Still remains Villains came willing to make a billion For Spilling game Banging on hell's ceiling Literally killing to build a name Rabid wolves wrapped in wool Jumpsuits Consealing fangs Priests of Baal prophesying falsely But they Bolsheviks They don't wanna lift his name They just profit off of it What's up with seeing people saved No matter what it's costin us We was lost too. But someone fought for us We wouldn't even be here If he Aint call for us Met us where we stood Crossed the impassable gulf for us Also brought his brand new life and spirit to offer us (long pause) These luckless suckers trying to Pluck us from him And make off with us Why they still breathing, father? Blaspheming and teaching People evil models And take it for good They shouldn’t see tomorrow. Abandoning your ways Slandering your name Make them an example Hand them to the grave To stay. Let them stop talking And start coughing And fall over and die To the coffin today For taking in vain the holy name of the most high No lie That's how I been feeling God. But I'm suppose to love those guys. And respect your will...
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Repent 01:39
But I can't let the sun go down on my anger danger I've become a stranger to the person that I love most. Hanging with the church getting closer with the culture Trying to teach the people truth But I'm not above reproach because you hated reading scriptures with me didn't care a lick about the infinite mysteries that’s given by the spirit Hate that I could hear it and I see it and God forbid the kid would come alive and try be it you telling me I changed I thank God for receiving -- Meanwhile you not really liking What you seeing I fell under the influence and you started competing To Keep Me from becoming someone you didn't believe in (Jesus) Someone ready die for him But until I go see his face So I got to survive for him Sin burned away Get eaten alive for him All because he did for me first Undeserved So I’m striving to keep my eyes on him Can't deny evangelize put some guys on him Give him praise until I die Or he breaks the skies on them For his glory, I know I'm going be perfect now reverse it (build my house on him) You built your life around happiness security, a prestigious position and a man who was sure to be In tune with your intentions And attentive to your every need Get money get money another country every week Fast car countryside Iced coffee leather seats 2x (latte) Even when we started off though that was never me Not someone who risks all gain For a risen king invisible Spiritual But relevant to everything Praying that you'll hear it too See miracles and everything But most of all I want to see your soul live forever babe
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[Spurgeon] I do believe that never a tear was seen to gush from his eye while the soldiers scourged him. Though he was cast into prison, we read of his singing, never of his groaning. I do not believe he ever wept on account of any sufferings or dangers to which he himself was exposed for Christ. [Mayne] I told the devil to give me a fair one And when I win, you're somebody that I never want hear from I don't know why the lord spared him Causing confusion with deception placed upon your eardrum Name the time name the place name your circumstance "HOW ABOUT THE PLACE WHERE THE GIRLS DO THE TWERKING DANCE" He did his homework he knows I'm not a perfect man It doesn't matter because I live with a purpose man I grab my bible then I head out I'm being moved by the Lord so I have nothing to be scared about This is for all that I care about You can't sit at the table if you don't pull your chair out I want to sit by His right hand So I have to live right man Living for God is so exciting (Battling demons is the right plan) I just thank God for his guidance [Spurgeon] He wept for three things: he wept on account of their guilt; on account of the ill effects of their conduct; and on account of their doom. [Theo] I bless my god with my mouth First of one and bless his seed while they curse his son And bless the servants until they work is done And remind them when it's hurting that they do it for the perfect one. And bless the bosses That they losses’ll be profits-- May NOT GET all they want at least they got a lot Hard hearts will be softened Shmucks'll get cut off and All to bring God his. Bless my homies that in the jail not expecting mail Trying to find a balance between violence and respect in hell silence don't work Against intolerance Got to vent and strike terror For a peaceful night of rest And bless my homies that's home Not locked up, life still chalked up Only 25 but they washed up hoping that they slowly On the rise But they surely gon decline If they not trusting god for salvation through the Christ but I'm just to anxious for your life so I got to bring that cross up Christ will make it right, if you invite him temple and he'll come on in despite them I am a one track record called gospel not to pastor or apostle but if I found life in him what I'm gon hide it for I wanna see you in the sky too. 2x [Lindseypop] Schemes develop in my mind, so I try to push them to the back Until I feel that little shove in my back like what about PECO, and that jew, Mr. Lipshaw And didn’t you say you wanted to ball? now every time I devise a plan, you want to stall naw I just want to walk into the light Cause my eyes already open I’m a man, so all my desires can be enticed So, I promise to make the sacrifice For years I wasn’t living right Lusting, lying, stealing, drinking, smoking No faith, depending on hope and none of the word ride clean, until I hit the curb Social worker from the shelter Layed off, seeking shelter And my sister need a kidney Pops down from Alzheimer's And I use to see momma like every day But Now momma like four hours away Still thanking God for his glory cause we are blessed to even be here And since 2morrows not promised to you You need to give your soul up tonight 3x [Tone] I bless ma God With ma mouth First of one And bless His seed While they curse His son. He is the perfect one. Bless them ladies That carry them babies getting beaten. The skinny children where Eva they at But ain't eating. Bless those children Wit broken families Storing away And now they ain't speaking Bless the fatherless With no protections Getting sold Wit no directions Abusing their young spirits soul molesting At the thought it Ma Cardiac starts arresting But thank You Lord For the blessing That You've given With one seed You've blessed your children With a man on the cross All sins have been forgiven Happy Easter Merry Christmas Giving grace Singing praise Happy thanks given We Holla Yay But when Christ come back It'll truly be a holiday. Holy day Everyday that given Harvesting fa the kingdom Lord bless the mission. Got all plans But need Permission Walk n learn Can u hear it? We getting wisdom School of hard knock? Naw the soft rock... The Holy Spirit (Spurgeon) He did not flinch from telling the whole truth, and telling it often too, though some might think that once from the lip of Paul would be of more effect than a hundred times from any one else. "I have told you often," says he, "and I tell you yet again there are some who are the enemies of the cross of Christ. And while faithful, you will notice that the apostle was, as every true minister should be, extremely affectionate. Paul wept on account of the GUILT of those persons who, having a name to live, were dead
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[Theo] What Ya life about? Nothing What you here for? Stunting What you cry about? Comfort What you scared for? What your proud about? You hundreds? What you care for? Grabbing grippas to grapple cartridges send them airborn Having children look at you and dupe your uniform Peep you in the street hurry home and throw the hoodie on Unless they can't afford it Then it's black mask hoodie mode For some fly clothes Them boys will make you ghost You probably thinking you ain’t make them though never knew they daddy but they still trying to replace them though And you share the same inclination Look the same, talk the same Yo You they inspiration they See you snapping smoking drinking and berating women And they want to be the man At least one of his henchmen Skipping school to chase chicken making major figgas Kissing chicks making babies Disgracing the sisters You watch games so they play games Hoping that you'll watch them They emulate the players on your favorite team And if your favorite team is money, money get money Then they probably never gon’ Respect a pap who living bummy Ain't got 7 jeans Yves saint Tim's money But working like a slave 7 days to pay bills monthly To you, it's still funny Til you ain't cool no more And some real money it's your turn to get Killed dunny [Hook] What Ya life about? Nothing What you here for? Stunting What you cry about? comfort What you scared for? What you? What you? [Trazshman] I guess I’m guilty guilty, guilty filthy filthy feel me, for really see I young and silly silly really silly simply selling righty in front of the deli deli I’m homeless homie, I’m hungry, who else gone provide it for me Feel me? Yo… From experience being ignorant, I’ve successfully spent Most of my life imprisoned in systems with a significant Chance of being a resident over and over again cuzza what I was thinking Was you really thinking, Trazsh? Not really thinking at all. Mainly debating Hennessey gin and juice or the Dom Jubilee and the storm on top of the pj hall Wishing I had a father who wasn’t copping your raw Identifying my flaws before I’m pointing at yalls I relate to that emptiness full of anger and all The negatives in the world on these shoulders of mine Explains the way I would dream with this weight on my mind But love do exist so with this convo of mine I’m saying, “kid, I see better you can do with your time.” You incredible homie, and intelligent too Matter fact, I never met some one as brilliant as you If you ever need a ear to listen, I’m right here It is in my opinion you greater than what you hear See, yeah
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[Lindseypop] It’s sick how they can blaspheme God But I oppose cuz he the head of my squad I want to live for ever that’s why I’m living forever So if I livef for God, I know that I can do better Aint got no Christ better get some Two sides beloved you better pick one All them phony prophets you better get from Cuz when the real king is here, everybody gon know Biggest mystery to me, who gon go That’s why I keep a prayer for my friends and my kinfolk This the spirit, not just a pen stroke If it wasn’t for him, I would lack potential But because of him, everything in plentiful But it wasn’t that way, from the very beginning, though Until I claimed his name, and told the world and all of these demons That I’m ready for (4x) [Hook] Scriptures all in my pocket Statutes all on my heart. Demons telling me to stop it Flesh ripping me apart I feel this tug a war gon’ I don't know when it started Been pull in on me Since I was born I'm starting to feel like a target War, war, war, war Going to war wit darkness War 4x I've become a monster War 4x What did I do to cause this War 4x [Theo] But I'm Not gon' bow to devil be a rebel to the world if it mean I'm on the level with my lord0 Revolutionary cross I carry for the poor stick out like a bevel on a sword Settle on a score, who's winning That's the team I'm playing for Asking why I'm bringing up these demons and Satan for Cuz it glorify mighty God cuz he made it all Cuz it came straight from his mouth cuz he spake it all You rather say he allows; Preordained that's what scripture Say he doing, I mean did What it matter anyway He said he gave and said he give Intercession through the spirit on earth and himself in the throne room Preceding birth and while we live We were cursed and still is But so blessed I'll be perfect when I'm going soon 2x You don't get it? Living in a paradox Walking on a river in the middle of a paradox wetting up my paradox Doing what He told me Wetting up my pair of socks Knowing he gon’ hold me The only sin that's unforgivable is not believing That Jesus defeated the death and evil just to free us So the dragon gon have to leave and be beneath because the faith is the thing his Grace will always keep
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[Theo] I just want your will to be done father, honestly I don’t even… Whatever happens to me… whatever happens. [Verse] But pop I feel I'm made for more But can't settle the score Doors gon' open, if I’m pure when I'm hoping nope Then the sores that I'm showing, though Will testify that the holy ghost testifies of Jesus And my life Aint alive Unless I hide in Jesus I will die for his prize And thats that I can see him But I'm not living like it Filthy lucre filthy lucre Adultery adultery With no excuses 2x Still lustin after pastors daughters Jealous for destruction Like I mastered the disorder Of the madness Mmm Uhh 4X At war with my passions Or the devil, I'm a rebel So I never know But I still trust you, no you'll never go because you are perfect And I'm worthless But full of you so... I don't know. [Hook] It's like I'm walking in a shadow I don't see what I'm suppose to See what I'm supposed to see So when I'm looking in the mirror When I reflect on the way I am So I got to turn around [Mayne] I’m looking in this mirror and distorted pictures what I’m seeing I’m a lost soul, but still I’m a human being I’m battling my demons inside the mausoleum in my mind But you see me and you think I’m doing fine Well kinda sorta got a son and a daughter And the purpose of ,my being is to raise and support you But this is torture, no matter what I bought you Won’t replace the time missing, that’s okay in this culture You need your father, lord knows that I need you. The lord’ll help me teach you how to be better people I’ve made mistakes and I’m afraid that you’ll repeat them So in your time of trouble I’m just praying that you’ll seek him. Because I didn’t and I made the wrong decision But through Jesus Christ all mistakes will be forgiven But now I’m learning how to keep our souls from burning That’s look in the bible and keep them pages turning. Yeah… Maybe sometimes I slip, maybe sometimes I fall I don’t know what to grab onto So please let it be… you. Yeah… Maybe sometimes I slip, maybe sometimes I fall As long as I know what to grab onto So please let it be… you.
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[Ian] Shuffle the deck Then I cut you First draw, I bust you Crushed you Bomb these busters Adjustments Bring the judgment Homie going hard when he run @#$% Call me the Grand Czar can't be ducked with What they know though, Strong living long like my logo Sleeping like a yoyo on the low though Flash the camera for a photo, Or come witness the greatness on your go pro, My so mean, With the dopest team, sweep the whole coast this year, Posted mean, like we would put you where the ghosts live, Loving the cake like i was raised only on hostesses, Don't hate me, I'm just doing what I'm supposed to kid, Going hard, like I should leave these players posterized Hopeless eyes, I hate to be the one these dudes despise Don't be a hater just lease the gators and Invoke the fly To be the best and lead the rest, if so help me God [Theo] So much on my heartmind I'm fighting myself so I can die So I can live unapart from God Call me odd Even though I'm falling I Know, he's always all in -- To lift me and forgive me And purify me of all sin But y’all don't want me witnessing Trying get you involved with him Telling you you guilty Denying you owe it all to him. Telling you he died for you Recognize you still robbing him Act like you don't see him --Eat his food and then lie to him Sky gon’ crack You’ll recognize him then, just like you can see now And read his lips they mouth repent Repentance equals dependence The first step is admittance Obey it as it was written And don't listen to pish that I say [Lindseypop] He’s so prolific, kick down doors when he enters sonning all your mentors ain’t no need for metaphors I let it pour, speaking in pain --- lyrics drive you (bang) insane you young crash dummies is funny, my daughter fly so (bang) I’m bummy but at the same time, I’m stunting, your mom’ll do a double take I bubble great and huddle cake They fake, fake, fake. (They fake) That pressure come on, they bodies start to shake turn on that beat, then here come the lies all the burners and the pies because then they eyes open wide when a bang really dies nightmares and the screams of his momma when she dies and I apologize for giving you the real. Rhyme equal actual life, and actually I live forever these bars I spit, no matter how hard it get I’m going to conquer this bang the songs I spit legit so make a habit to inhabit better have it, so at least we crafty, just know you can’t pass me because you gon’ stay ashy and bummy, your whole situation is crummy The bang I drop, you bangs feast on dummy. [Tone] Good brother Dont mind your heart trying to tell u this heart of mine Naw I aint trying to mind no more My mind cant comply no more I want the truth I dont want to lie no more Good book is where truth lie galore See The bible got the truth in abundance We all in this race Im just trying to tell u who run it. Son of a gun N Forever He gunning Oh u bad With the biggest burner Let me tell u bout ma Dad how He good. judge all bad Truly with His biggest burner. Fiery lake of that burning sulfur yet it aint all He got to offer Got those streams of that living water. Glory to God because where I hide is in His name I have no shame hiding in His shadow doing good things. Dying to this game Living for the Father Becoming the tree of life Forgetting the trees of knowledge. I know y'all b in college For to set the mind on the flesh is death indeed. but to set the mind on the Spirit is life and peace. But we do it for His gain But we Do it for His fame Yea we do it for His name. In Him there is no sorrow But got to wait for tomorrow.
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Interlude II 01:32
[John Piper] Because sin has such a power over our lives that it takes our minds and it takes our hearts and it just shrivels them up. So we have no capacity to enjoy God. No capacity to marvel at grace and salvation and the new heavens and the new earth and tears being taken away by king Jesus some day. And all we can get excited about is troughs and trifles in our lives; that’s sin. That’s a disease, that’s a horrible, horrible disease that grips most people in the world. And if you’re one of them, you should just be whispering right now, because just a thought; I mean just a little thought will make it clear that if you’re more excited about a trough you’ve got than a canyon God dug, you’re sick. And you should pray, “O God, heal me! Give taste buds to the tongue of my soul.” Don’t be like the person who goes with the little garden shovel to the grand canyon, stands on the precipice of that majesty, turns his back on it, kneels down, and digs a little trough in the ground and says to all of his friends, “Hey, come here! Look at this. Look at my trough. Isn’t this cool? Look at my trough.”
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Mysterio 01:58
Pause, not a real pause. But its kind of a pause. I believe in miracles, I’m thinking they don’t hear me though They keep telling me it’s spiritual 3x I believe in miracles I’m thinking they don’t hear me though They keep telling me it’s spiritual. Stereotypes of a paragon life Theo mysterio, maybe y’all right. Take advantage of me, play me all night. Repeat three, four times, more rhymes I’ll be your mentor like Zordon if He uses me To speak to your mind Meeker in mine in sure time Sure sign of a holy work (dot dot dot) pure grind Be more than morons Making peace at war time Trying to find more calm Only dark before dawn Until the sun comes, what you going to do with your shine Be mortified ask for more signs, or whine I don’t know what you’re doing But I know for sure I’ll Worship to the glory of the lord For his sure triumph Christ is a soul winner And I’m trying to find a new heart For the holy spirit to enter So right now I’m being ripped apart Death to the true sinner No longer being gripped by dark Moved with renewed vigor Being carried on wings, ain’t no way that I can miss my mark The father kept me on his path leading straight to the true center Of his will, since he spoke I been thrilled and I been killed with no reproach He was spilled for my resolve And I still deny what’s real and I’m not cut off Can’t conceal the things I feel, but I can go to war With me trying to steal or be a murderer Study the art of love Exhibition lived out by the son of god If you want to see the other side.
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Army 01:49
He said if own love you I lack the love of God But I don't know what to do At times I want to run and hide there's something better than succumbing to another's pride Or smacking you back down to your size, its more fun to die That's why I'm trying fight to death To put my self aside God first me last that's the motto advertised Real love would cherish you And act Like you belong to god So I should put your liberation Over being gratified If I loved you girl My life would definitely show you Do more for you girl Be a testimony Show you baby And you would probably hate me But if I loved you ill adjust just because But I'm a snake and a rat. Love you into But if I really loved you I was just worried bout myself my soul and my sanctification Serving the saints and the globe And the progress I make with the nation Just like the missionaries who go and forget they unsaved neighbors I was Trying to serve God by leaving you to go out and sing to patients So stupid, I'm stupid In my zeal for God I forgot about you And moved so fast To try to be new and didn't notice I was neglecting my duties But truth is, I'm just ruthless Had more love for progress and movement, than trying stay yoked to you going through what you go through and helping you move what you moving
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The sun be darkened the moon be darkened and all of the stars will From the sky, Galaxies shaking God forsaken Much of us taken, I don't know why The king of kings seen coming in the clouds Whoever loves pleasure is poor He who has less has more Perish in fire You cannot survive lest you Ask that Lord, unlatch that door open yourself up To the path that's yours He'll come in and indwell everlasting Underneath all your masks straight pass that core the quickening Phantasm will fasten no man know the hour So I'm gon’ wait for -- While they carry on Act so informal See him coming clouds with power and great glory Have you running all-around in horror and great mourning --Sending all a angels to gather his saints for him When that trumpet blow his people We come pouring Purposely forget he flooded the earth wit water This time gon’ be fire you better follow his orders He said live holy spotless until that day But if every man's a sinner --How we suppose to pray If we confess our faults Christ take those away Clean us up and wipe us off And send us all back out to play But make sure you got the right Christ because it's a lot that follow Jesus antichrist and best believe people he is not life He Is death itself he'll lead you straight to hell With power sex and wealth And I bet you can't protect yourself You need the one and only Jesus of the bible --I'll see you there because I plan to be alive too. At the cross bowing... [Lindseypop] Mmmmmm….. It’s coming and it’s going to be no other place you can go He gave you all everything but you still didn’t choose him though Too blinded by earthly things, but you can’t take them with you, though last chance to take a stand or you’re going to fall way below. There’s a war on outside because that day coming and them horns blaring No Coltrane just hot flames, when that sky crack and that star falls Burn a hole through your front lawn Them knees buckle, grown men gon’ cry And all the ones that just turned they back gon’ wan’ die from that one sting It’s six more, still gon’ sing Rivers of blood all winds gon’ cease birds fall, planes crash, can’t recall the sights that we gon’ capture So I pray to God, I get caught in the raptu---
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He got the power to bring flowers out the dirt The power to just follow when he knows he should be first The strength to convince evil men Stuck in sin to forsake they own kin just for him and his work Almighty. Alrighty He's why I see men by, and I take them all lightly. at the end of the season They all bleed they all need And they all die (cease) just like me But thank God because he give us his name And in His eyes us and him are the same We his only sons. we suppose share in his power and pain Just recognize and rely on his strength He is the holy one (… but walk in love, though)
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Close 01:43
[John Piper] Then I saw the new heavens and the new earth, for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away and the sea was no more. And I saw the holy city, New Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared like a bride adorned for her husband. And I heard a voice, a great voice from the throne saying, “Behold, the dwelling of God is with men. And he will be with them, and they will be his people. And God, himself, will be among them. And he will wipe away every tear from their faces. And death will be no more. Neither will there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore for the former things have passed away. And he that sat upon the throne said, “Behold, I make all things new.” And as I’m driving, I’m seeing everything in relation to this great and glorious coming reality. The grass is going to be new. The grain elevators are going to be new. McDonalds, Burger King, the construction equipment at the new tunnel. It’s all going to be new. And I’m just basking in the brevity of this world, the surety of the age to come, the glory of God being here, all my tears—all my frustrations—all my disappointments, all my depressions, and all my aches gone forever, and everything made new in a new heaven and a new earth that will put this one into the shadow.
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Unlshd 02:38
[BF] Dude, while the emotion is still here before I go, uhh, I guess get wasted. Umm… yeah… So… me sitting there telling you how I actually felt about the track, about you singing on it and whatnot. That’s the first time. That I was sitting here, I can’t say just being honest with an artist but an artist that I guess I’m uhhh… an artist that I’m a friend of, brothers… (laughs) [Theo] blessed to say I’m better Than I was yesterday But I still got to go The whole rest of the way Confessing of the spirit Whose investing in me Saved already but Not yet Who I'm destined to be The process begun it's just I'm far from moving in the express Got to burn away the excess But it just feel like depression to me Anticipate the next step But then life switch direction Being delivered from the death of flesh, every test is a lesson to me Embarking on this conquest To Christify my intellect To sanctify my being Beginning with what's in my chest But depending on the risen king So when we meet I might seem wise But once you get to know me watch and learn that I’m a hypocrite In the Procedure being revised obvious That the father isn't finished yet. Not with me, but evil is, though it's not in me. I’m new creation Ain't no cropping me Or Making me better, I'd rather be fresh Straight baby out the shower holler peace to the death I was called, so I left. Getting closer to my father every step And farther from the death Working like some slaves but we got rest [BF] … uhhh, because you know like—before my crowd was—you know, when I was Deejaying—my crowd was catered toward this voice, so no. You know like it’s not for me, I don’t like it. You know? So, it’s been easy to be a “no” man, you know. Never a “yes” man. … … … Umm but like, right there I just gave you like, you know, a genuine response. Just like, “Man, Dag, I can’t wait to see what he does with it,” you know because I want to see you get better at singing you know? I want you to just kill it. So… Yeah… so I gave you my honest opinion of that, where it’s like, “Yo man, dag… ” (laughs) … Nah, I didn’t do it fully, but I can’t wait to see when you can do it, what you gon’ do with it. You know what I’m saying kind of thing. Umm… so keep on working on it man. Love you. See you. … (click)
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[BF] Why lie to myself, why lie to my friends? [HOOK] Why lie to myself? Why Why Why lie to myself? Why lie to myself? Why Why Why lie to myself? [Verse] Why lie to myself Why lie to my friends Why lie about everything I’m feeling I’m a sinner I’d be lying if I told you anything differently Why am I walking around falling, sin after sin While he who is holy has died for the win. Take that! Let’s reflect for a minute Praise be to God Praise be to God How you gon’ act when your faced with the sin for someone that you barely know. Would you greet them like a friend, make them feel welcome Or would you just put on a show I know what I’d do but it depends on who because I just now got this dough Share it I will break bread with no fear, because these are the laws of my Lord. [Hook] [Ian] Nope, Y'all ain't got no loving hope, LFE too loving dope, This is too loving real, Got shorty got stuck on the stroke, She know I'm that muloving deal, Cause I hit them with the flex, And I ain't talking bout sex, I got the technique, Man i hit them with a check, I don't even give the cash out, Although she give the sass out, I pass off, And hit her above the neck, With knowledge, I ain't even finish college, I know what I need to know, To get polished, In my soul, Word, I know y'all all done heard, If not then y'all know that y'all should, And i'm good, At least I try to be be, And try to play my part while I’m living through this prophecy They try to make me follow eves, Man I just follow the, Word This scene this just too tough and mean, I just want to get up and leave, (kamikaze life) Escape from the scene, At least do some work before I leave, But they don't here me though, (x3) But they got to feel this brother up in stereo. [Hook] [Theo] Ya! Yeah… I’m bout to tell y’all how to live forever. These the instructions. lfe, lfe, Telling me yell at me Mask it with adages madness and revelry Every lesson expressing best to me Blessing arresting expecting no less of me Jesus, Jesus That's whose impressing me So I'm impressing you Until he’s collecting you I.am his legacy He is my destiny So I'm bout to tell you bout his life. Let's get it He arrived new baby on the scene But he is God even though he didn't seem He had the power Used it save his team even when they tried hate because he was clean Even when we tried to hate because he was king He filled a our stomachs and healed all our unrest Sight to the blind Peace to the poor Offered atonement to those who don't want it Might to the mind Of he who is sure That he is the son of God Predicted over five thousand years ago To condescend come and die Free all the captives And Preach to the poor heal all the hurting get beat to the floor Flogged at the alter and scourged at the door Hung in the gate Nail in his wrist Hung at the gate Nail in his wrist Nail in his foot Body was broken so we could be fixed Blood was poured out for remission of sins! Tetelestai paid in full this the end. [Hook]

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The mixtape is very dark. It has a dark sound and dark subject matter to match. I think I was making a conscious effort to make a true-to-life, human record that still managed to edify the saints. It was difficult but I knew I wanted to achieve 100% transparency. So, whether it came in the form of me expounding on my lust issues, or my relationship issues, or just my overall doubts and worries. Contrasting that with my thirst and hunger for righteousness and my boldness in Christ. I just wanted to show the people around me that I'm human. I know how funny that sounds, but when we're living this Christian life and walking this walk, running this race with the aim of being conformed to the image of perfection, people expect that you've arrived, or that you think you've arrived. And that's the issue that I see Christians & non-Christians struggle with in their normal day to day lives.

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released February 16, 2015

All Glory to God.

_______________________________________________________Recorded & Mixed by Lindseypop & Theo the Foot Washer

Additional Beats: Daeliplanet + Nakibeatz + MF Doom + Swoope + Julian Casablancas+Voidz + Boi-1da + Devante Swing.Additional Vocals: Lindseypop + Tone + BRA + Daeliplanet + Ian Pasture + Mayne Event + Trazsh Man.

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Just a cell in the body on a mission for the king. Currently watching the Spirit move in Philly.

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